Old draft: 24 Feb 2017
On my way home on Transjakarta. Today's special includes jobfair with Bay, fun chatting Tiwul, Cakra and Nola, 2nd phase of job interview, and Ovaltine Macchiato from KOI cafe alongside Pho Tai from Pho 24. I don't know why I feel so tired right now. I was happy in the morning and afternoon, and although the job interview drained me out, usually my mood get backs up after I pampered myself with nice food and drink. And I did (pampered) myself well today. But the day stay gloomy and I'm really tired right now. Listening to the random playlist in my phone, and those 2 songs catch my eye with their heartfelt lyrics. Their lyrics remind me of my loss, my loneliness, and the emptiness I felt right now, on my way home.
I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart
Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why
Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
On my way home on Transjakarta. Today's special includes jobfair with Bay, fun chatting Tiwul, Cakra and Nola, 2nd phase of job interview, and Ovaltine Macchiato from KOI cafe alongside Pho Tai from Pho 24. I don't know why I feel so tired right now. I was happy in the morning and afternoon, and although the job interview drained me out, usually my mood get backs up after I pampered myself with nice food and drink. And I did (pampered) myself well today. But the day stay gloomy and I'm really tired right now. Listening to the random playlist in my phone, and those 2 songs catch my eye with their heartfelt lyrics. Their lyrics remind me of my loss, my loneliness, and the emptiness I felt right now, on my way home.
I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart
Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why
Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
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