Tonight is pretty sucks
I mean, the looming deadline is right there.
My insecurity peaked through since I met the very kakak who I am incredibly jealous of, again.
Shining lights to my very insecure self
How someone who seems very distance every time I interact with her, even when I know her since high school, just got beaten up like that by she who is a stranger.
I was reminded about how my crush was 'stolen' just like that. Which is sucks.
And then I check the Instagram of the wife of my another past crush.
Her profile picture used to be two of them in Paris, but now it's only her prettily with the backdrop of Eiffel.
Again, reminds me how maybe he and I were never meant to be. Which is sucks, because I would like to blame it on timings or whatever, not on our personalities.
I hope things change, but I felt like I was destined to be alone and never romantically loved by man.
God, I hope this is really not the case in the future, please?
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